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First thing this morning: a trip to the dentist. Fortunately
she found nothing wrong; it was just a cleaning. Seems I went through
a phase the last few years where lots of drilling was required: several
cavities, plus I had two root canals and now have two (gold) crowns; so
I'm always expecting trauma as I approach the Chair of Agony. But today
was okay. Rather odd having a woman dentist, my first; and she's got some
peculiar tendencies: the office walls are all painted pink, and the art
is mostly blown-up photos from Moffett Field, where I work (but from the
glory days; the Blue Angels & etc. from the Air Shows the Navy held there
annually, before they left).
The new book is David Foster Wallace's A Supposedly Fun Thing I'll
Never Do Again. (I'm always reading a book - finished the Winston
yesterday, this is the one I started today.) I can tell he's a great
writer - already it's quotable: ...lonely people
are usually lonely not because of hideous deformity or odor or
obnoxiousness - in fact there exist today support- and social groups for
persons with precisely these attributes. Lonely people tend, rather, to
be lonely because they decline to bear the psychic costs of being around
other humans. They are allergic to people. People affect them too
strongly." I can certainly relate to that - a reason I don't
hurl myself furiously into le cherchez la femme is it takes so
long for me to recover my serenity after the breakup (which I'm optimistically
trying not to think of as inevitable).
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