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 This morning at the gym I finished working out, and was looking 
forward to my usual roasting in the sauna - tragically its door 
was blocked open and there was no heat or light within. Nothing
to do but proceed directly to the shower, and show up at work a 
little early (as if anyone would notice - I'm a member of the 
Dawn Patrol). Once positioned before my computers, and lacking 
any specific assignment, I settled in to a day of web-surfing. 
I read everything Jay makes available currently at his 
mu Journal; 
apparently he's been at this for years but it seems he keeps 
only about his latest nine months on-line. Still, I hadn't 
given the guy much attention until now; he's an amusing ethnic 
Japanese from Hawaii who just moved to the Bay Area (Berkeley), 
and his priorities are sex and sushi - can't argue with that! His 
journal enlightened me to the existence of this 
page, an interesting snapshot of this moment's www-groupthink - it shows 
which WebCrawler searches are currently under way. 
 At lunch I ventured back to Big Al's Record Barn, 
for a Hank Snow record and anything else that looked appealing (turned 
out nothing else was). This is what's been great about vinyl - if 
you're curious about someone's sound, but aren't ready for the 
$15+ CD fee, older stuff can usually be located in used vinyl, 
for just a few dollars, and with sometimes far superior packaging. 
(Even less than that for a scratchy copy from the thrift store.) 
And stores like Al's, if it's just one song you need, it was probably 
somewhere in his extensive selection of 45s. One could also root 
around for taping-loaners at the library, but not much can compare 
with the pleasure of bringing home a new (to you) LP and 
dropping it onto the turntable. In my case I know nothing of 
Hank Snow except I once heard his version of "I'm Movin' 
On" <1> on 
the radio (and it's his song) - at Al's I selected what 
seemed to be the optimum 'greatest hits'. The Record Barn's getting 
frantic - in addition to the usual, silent record-flippers 
there were a few French-speaking people in there today, 
with these dinky portable 45 players checking out their 
sounds pre-buy and loading up with great stacks of vinyl. 
Some shelves are empty, yet others still remain unexplored; 
this place is so big. I'm glad I live nearby for the demise 
of Al's shop (this is his last month in business), but it 
sure is sad watching this great resource fade away, closing 
up like various other vinyl shops I've known. 
 Gave up on reading Salisbury's The 900 Days yesterday, turning 
it into the library on its due date. Interesting, but I'm too 
slow a reader for these dense historical books. Instead, I'm 
re-reading Jerzy Kosinski's Blind Date for maybe the 
third time, but I haven't read him at all in fifteen years. 
This and Cockpit are I think his greatest books, although 
we must give credit to his first, The Painted Bird (and 
Being There, his most accessible). The mention of 
The Painted Bird provokes me to complete something 
that's been revolving through my brain for a while: The Books That Changed My Life(and the years when I read them) 
The Lord Of The Flies by William Golding (1968), and  
The Painted Bird (1970)
Where I learned how incredibly brutal Man (and boys) can be
The Catcher In The Rye by J. D. Salinger (1969)
Where I learned that it wasn't just me
Catch-22 by Joseph Heller (1970)
Where I learned that all authority is corrupt
Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand (1974)
...and I learned how things are going to turn out, because of that -  but you may as well do a good job anyway
The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test by Tom Wolfe and
On The Road <2> by Jack Kerouac (1973),
Look Homeward, Angel by Thomas Wolfe (1976) and even
Vagabonding by Ed Buryn (1977)
Go!
Candy by Terry Southern (1968)
A Walk On The Wild Side <3> by Nelson Algren (1976)
The Story Of O by Pauline Reage (1983)
Last Exit To Brooklyn by Hubert Selby, Jr. (1989)
The Reality of Sex: Heaven or Hell?
 
 Jeez, July 9. This is the day I started work, full-time after eventually finishing college, 
and I've been with the same company ever since (but at many different locations and 
positions). That's nineteen years! Where does the time go? This is where I must 
insert L's poem from our college days: 
Time goes you say, but no, Alas!Time stays, we go.
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