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Clear days here, beautiful mild weather - there's snow on
the further Diablo mountains, it's been that cold this
year - last year I didn't notice any. Down south they
call it "Postcard Weather", these sparkling warm January
blue-sky days with snow-capped mountains. Another peculiar
to California: "Earthquake Weather" - this is when it's
really hot and windless. People also refer to the winter
as "Monsoon Season" if it's an especially rainy one
(the opposite of what we're experiencing now).
No action at work yesterday; today we're coming back
to life. Seems that in the course of moving one system to
another a bulk copying program fell into a loop because
of some links people'd set up in their directories. The
machines would've happily just chugged along forever...
"Clearcase", our vital code control system, hadn't been
on speaking terms with the new operating system until today.
"We're waiting for a phone call" one of the network people
stated helpfully, at our big bi-weekly meeting when this
topic came up. Attending that meeting was the only thing
work-related I did all yesterday. To kill time I continued
reading this "electronic" version of Jack London's
The Sea-Wolf that I FTP'd from
Project
Gutenberg. Enjoying the sea-faring tale which opens on San
Francisco Bay. Sometimes the sailors are unexpectedly becalmed,
out in the Pacific, as we've been at work also.
Good stuff in today's Salon - James Poniewozik
discussion of two new books: Neal Gabler's Life
the Movie: How Entertainment Conquered Reality. He
...argues that the mass media not only have turned all
they present -- politics, war, murder -- into
entertainment but have caused us to lead our lives
as calculated performances as well.
Gabler contends that modern news events, public
discourse and even our private lives are now
self-consciously modeled on the movies, becoming
presentations he calls "lifies." Beginning in the
Jacksonian era, Gabler traces how elitist art and
populist entertainment have clashed in American
culture, with the latter ultimately dominating. So
what's the difference between art and entertainment?
... and Zig Zag, which collects twenty essays
written between 1962 and 1997 by Hans Magnus
Enzensberger:
In "Second Thoughts on Consistency,"
Enzensberger casts the 20th century as
one long, horrific series of committed
individuals sticking to well-thought-out
programs with disastrous results -- sold
through slogans like "You're either part
of the solution or you're part of the problem."
"Consistency," he writes memorably, "will
turn any good cause into a bad one."
I'm still limping down the corridors, keeping close to
the walls for support (if necessary), getting tired of
explaining why. The foot feels like the aftermath
of that time I stepped on a firecracker. However, the
pain in my shoulder I reported last year has faded
almost completely; but then, I haven't stressed it at
the gym; no workings-out since the
operation.
In family news, my brother J has sent
his Big Letter of an email to my parents. This
is the thing I mentioned here - he's
sent me copies which would be so easy to include,
but it's all too private and personal and I just
couldn't but I realize what a horrible tease that
is and a violation of good journaling so here's a
block:
But we do a terrible job of communicating. Q confided to
me once that the one thing that she finds off-putting
about us is that "We never talk!" Family members get
fed up with or deeply hurt by things others say or do,
often when they have misinterpreted something, and they
brood about it for months or forever, and they may reveal
this to someone else but never to the principal party
from whom some sort of resolution or closure might be
obtained. I think that we need to do better, because
some of the tensions I perceive in the family cannot
be papered over indefinitely: either they will be
addressed in a positive manner or we are certain to
split apart when you are gone and we no longer have
the essentially bottomless reservoir of the glue of
our deep love and respect for the two of you to hold
us together.
This is like 2% of his missive - after he cut
out a big chunk! He'd kill me if he knew I posted
this, but in my immediate family only N and Q are
aware of the What I Do?"
project so I should be okay. Even from this snippet
can you tell what a fun bunch we are? Prediction:
the next event will be a detailed response-reaction-defense
of an email from my father, which I'll receive,
perhaps even directly. I find their need to "get
it in writing" baffling, somehow - I wish they (we)
could all just go for a walk, and come back happy and
carefree with issues resolved.
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